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salam alaik,annyoung hasseyo, hello!

ok

i hv a very weird dream last 2 nights

it is bout his wedding ceremony with Miss N!

i never imagine that he will be with Miss N..as i always suspect that he would be with miss T

he seems force to do it,yet Miss N seems to hv real feeling for him

In that dream, i was really shock yet still can manage to attend their wedding eventhough it really tears my heart apart seeing them together with such happy faces.

then, Miss N come to me and apologize for marrying him as she knew how i longing for him secretly and she said she got to marry him as she has brain tumor and she really wants him to take care of her as her last wish.

He also came to me and said that he need to be her husband and he also apologize to me while I was acting cool (as if i dont bother at all)

I think that my tears keep on falling down on my cheek..it is a sad dream for me

is this dream a hint from the Almighty to show to me that he wasnt the one for me?

is this dream want me to give up on him and find someone else to fill my empty heart?

but then, it is not as easy as that to forget and find a replacement as i really ADORE,LONGING,LOVE him dearly!

i am confused and dont know what to do.

greedily, i still want him to be mine regardless whether he loves me or not

he's not that handsome,or that rich

but still, he is so damn intelligent and know how to get along with people

and that is why i LOVE him!

i WANT him!

still, we cant always getting what we always wanted to hv

thats life, thats reality and thats a fact!

TT______________________________TT

APPASO~ JINJA APPASO...BOGOSHIPPEO!

isi 3

salam alaik,annyoung hasseyo, hello~!

okeh3

follow up nih

ak amik 2nd option

aka

pos adiah together with the card...

:D

guess what?

ak belikan dia tie John Langford

sama brand dgn wallet dia yg ak pnah belikn dl

tapi tie ni murah sikit la

rm30 jer...

(RM29.90 to be exact,keh3)

and then ak pos kat Pejabat Pos Mini Mahkamah KL...HAHAHA

kbetulan kot ak ad kat situ n nmpk pjbt pos..trus je pos...;p

pos pd ari Isnin

dia dapat pada ari Khamis

dia anta 2 sms berturut2

n dari sms mnunjukkan betapa dia sgt gembira

ak pon gembira la jugak

:D

tp peristiwa yg sm berlaku lg

lps ak reply sms tu,

dia tak reply lagi

hurmphhhhhhhhhh

T.T

AM I THAT PATHETIC????

adakah dia takut dgn sms ak "tgk tie tu je trus teringat kat awk n trus bli tuk awk"

=='

haih~

ak rasa mcm terpinggir

n rasa mcm....ntah la....

i need a him to respond!

please!!!!!

TT_______TT

~mungkin bukan dia 2~

Hujan lebat menyebabkan ramai yang berlari anak-anak mencari tempat untuk berteduh. Uwais mencari-cari kelibat Ayla dari tingkap di Ameok Cafe. Takut2, Ayla turut terperangkap di dalam hujan yang tidak menunjukkan tanda2 untuk berhenti.

"Assalamualaikum"

Suara lembut yang menyapa gegendang telinga Uwais membuatkannya berasa lega. Segera dialihkan pandangannya dari tingkap ke arah empunya suara itu.

"Waalaikumussalam"

Ayla yang sudah pun duduk dihadapan Uwais itu kelihatan sedang melihat buku menu yang berada di atas meja.

"Nak order dah ke Ayla..? Ke,Ayla nak makan tempat lain? Uwais ikut jer.."

Sambil bertanya,mata Uwais melilau ke arah tangan milik Ayla. Cuba mencari jam tangan pemberiannya.

"Makan sini jer la senang. Tengah hujan. Nak gerak macam susah. Ayla nak makan ni.."

Jawab Ayla tenang sambil menunjukkan ke arah menu set makanan pilihannya menggunakan tangan kanannya yang dari tadi tersembunyi di sebalik buku menu.

Ada! Uwais tersenyum gembira sendirian. Terasa dirinya dihargai melihat jam tangan pemberiannya digunakan oleh Ayla.

.............................................................................................................................

"Haritu kau kata,kau nk pulangkan hadiah yg Uwais bagi. Tapi tadi, beria Uwais beritahu aku yg kau pakai jam yang dia bagi. Maksudnya,kau dah lupakan dia ke?"direct shj Amirul bertanya pada adik kesayangannya ini. Walaupun dia gembira bagi pihak kawan baiknya itu, namun hatinya tetap bimbang jika adiknya itu terlalu memaksa diri.

Tangan Ayla yang sedang sibuk menghias kek tadi terhenti seketika. "Ayla nak bagi dia peluang. Lagipun, Ayla da penat nak tunggu. Dia tak pernah contact Ayla atau kirimkan maklumat terkini pasal dia pada Ayla. Lagipun, mama suruh Ayla lupakan dia. Ayla tengah cuba la ni. Plus,bukan ke Mirul suruh Ayla bagi peluang pada Uwais?"

Amirul melepaskan keluhan kecil. Ini kali pertama Ayla bersungut tentang Danial Irfan yang secara tiba-tiba menghilangkan diri sejak 6 tahun yang lalu. Sebelum ini, Ayla hanya mendiamkan diri dan hanya memegang kepercayaan bahawa Danial Irfan pasti mempunyai kesulitannya sendiri dan sama sekali Ayla tidak merungut mengenai tindakan Danial Irfan itu. Adakah ini petanda positif bagi Uwais atau Ayla hanya menganggap Uwais sebagai cara untuk melupakan Danial? Dia menyayangi Uwais,sahabat akrabnya sejak dari kecil itu. Dia juga menyayangi Ayla,adik perempuan tunggalnya itu. Hatinya berbelah bagi namun dalam diam,dia hanya mampu berdoa yang terbaik buat mereka berdua.

"Apesal senyap?" tanya Ayla apabila tiada respon dari abangnya itu.

"Aku tengah tengok kek kau ni. Terfikir pulak tiba2 kek ni untuk siapa?" dalih Amirul.

Ayla menggaru2 kepalanya yang tidak gatal. Tukar topik pulak~~~

"Kek ni untuk akak Mia. Kan ke akak Mia kata dia mengidam nak makan kek strawberry yang Ayla buat. Ni yang Ayla dok buat. Ni la pasalnya Ayla panggil Mirul ni..."

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assalamualaikum,hello & annyoung hasseyo~!

sebenarnya begini,

ad ssuatu mganggu ketenteraman fikiranku yg snantiasa la tenangnya

(t.e.n.a.n.g.k.a.h.?)

begini,

dia bg ak hadiah beg & card via p0st

now,igt nk balas la hadiah ituh

but then,

i'm clueless nk bagi ap

plus, tgh SENGKEK!

T.T

tapi,kad da ad

siap da tulis lg da kad tu

the thing is, tgh mcm in between whether

1. pos saja kad itu bersendirian

atau

2. p0s kad t0gether dgn hadiah

atau

3. pos kad dl,then pos hadiah kemudian (ala2 suprise mgedik2 gituh)

atau

4. bg via hand t bile blik cuti (LAMA LAGI K0WT...)

atau

5. takyah balas lgsg

d0lu2

ms dia bg ak hadiah dl,

dia bg ak by hand and ak balas tang tu gk

ak bagi dia wallet

siyes ak teringin nk tahu whether dia guna tak wallet yg ak bg

ak da pnah tunjuk kat dia yg ak gune beg yg dia bg...

NGEEE~

memule cm smgt nk beli hadiah tuk dia la

even tgh SENGKEK kan...

tp,

lepas dgr cerita dr Mr.A

psl dia and Miss T yg berhubungan rapat and ad tendency tuk lbih mesra,

ak mcm tergamam, tkejut,kecewa dan sedih

terus rasa mcm TAWAR HATI

nk belikn dia ap2

dia bgtau ak,

dia & Miss T tu takde ap2 hubungan

tp,

Mr.A takkan buat cerita

dia sntiasa bgtau cerita yg benar

adakah ak DIPERMAINKAN oleh dia?

atau;

ak yang SYOK SENDIRI?

T^T

penat la mcm nih

kejap dia buat ak rs mcm in heaven (hiperbola sket..)

kejap dia buat ak rs mcm..........

fed up la weyh!

can i l0ve you?

Song : Can I Love You [사랑해도 될까요]
Artist : Yuri Box

Romanji

moon i yuhl li ne yo. keu da ga deu ruh o jyo.
chut noon en nan nae sa ram in guhl a rat jyo.
nae ap e da ga wa go gae soo gi myuh bi chin uhl gool
jung mal noon i boo shi ge a reum dap jyo

waen i rin ji. nat suhl ji ga an ha yo. sul le go it jyo.
nae mam eul mo doo ga jyuh gan keu dae

jo shim seu ruhb ge
yae gi hal lae yo.
yong gi nae bool lae yo
na o neul boo tuh geu dae reul
sa rang hae do dwel gga yo?
chuh eum in guhl yo.
boon myuhng han neu ggim
noh chi go ship ji anh jyo
sa rang i o ryuh na bwa yo.
keu dae e ge neul choh eun guht man jool gge yo

waen i rin ji. nat suhl ji ga an ha yo. sul le go it jyo.
nae mam eul mo doo ga jyuh gan keu dae

cham man heun i byuhl
cham man heun noon mool
jal gyuhl dyuh naet gi e
jom neu juht ji man. keu dae reul man na ge dwet na bwa yo.
ji geum nae ap e an jeun sa ram eul sa rang hae do dwel gga yo?
doo geun guh ri neun mam eu ro~ keu dae e ge neul jo heun guht man jool gge yo

nae ga keud dae reul sa rnag hae do dwel gga yo?

And the translation:

The door is opening, you come in
I knew at first sight that you were mine
Your face that shone as you came toward me
Is so beautiful it can make me blind

I don't know why but it's not strange
But my heart is fluttering
You took all of my heart

I want to tell you carefully
I want to be brave
Can I love you from today?
It's the first time
I don't want to lose this obvious feeling
I think love is going to come
I'll give you only good things

I don't know why but it's not strange
But my heart is fluttering
You took all of my heart

I endured a lot of goodbyes and a lot of tears
So it's a little late, but I think I finally met you
Can I love this person that's sitting in front of me?
I'll confess to you with my pounding heart

Can I love you?

a universal s0ng

Wall Photos

A Universal Song Lyrics (Sang by Broccoli, You Too?)
credits to delacroix blog via SOOMPI.com

보편적인 노래를 너에게 주고 싶어
I want to give you a universal song
이건 너무나 평범해서 더 뻔한 노래
A song so general that it is obvious
어쩌다 우연히 이 노래를 듣는다 해도
Even if they randomly hear this song
서로 모른 채 지나치는 사람들처럼
People pass through unnoticed, just like that

그때 그때의 사소한 기분 같은 건
Trivial feelings of back then
기억조차 나지 않았을 거야
wouldn't even be remembered
이렇게 생각을 하는 건 너무 슬퍼
Thinking like this is too sad
사실 아니라고 해도 난 아직 믿고 싶어
Even if it's not true, I still want to believe it
이 노래를 듣고서 그때의 마음을
After listening to this song
기억할까, 조금은
Would I be able to remember those feelings a little

보편적인 노래가 되어
Be a universal song
보편적인 날들이 되어
Be universal days
보편적인 일들이 되어
Be universal matters
함께한 시간도 장소도 마음도 기억나지 않는
Can't remember the time, theplace or the feelings we shared

보편적인 사랑의 노래
Universal song of love
보편적인 이별의 노래에
Universal song of parting
문득 선명하게 떠오르는
I can clearly remember
그때, 그때의 그때
That time, that time of that time

그렇게 소중했었던 마음이
Feelings once so precious
이젠 지키지 못할 그런 일들로만 남았어
Are now things unable to be kept
괜찮아 이제는 그냥 잊어버리자
It's okay, let's just forget
아무리 아니라 생각을 해보지만
I'm keep thinking not, but...

In Time With You OST

Song: I Won't Love You
Lyricist: Mag Hsu (who's also the scriptwriter of this show)
Composer: Wilson Chen Bo Lin, Wang Hong En
Artist: Wilson Chen

I think I probably, probably won't love you.

I tried, tried hard not to fall for you.

That's why I let myself like you so.

That way you won't have the heart to stay away from me.

I think I hate, hate the arrogant you.

Also, the beautiful, beautiful you.

That's why I want to pretend to hate you.

So that you can't bear to leave me.

　

I must say, I really won't love you

I don't like the way you invade all of my thoughts.

Even your quiet laughter leads me on.

From the breakfast after "good morning" till the "goodnight" after dinner

Stop laughing, stop laughing, I won't love you.

I tried to forget, free myself, but you're still in my eyes

I loved, I hated, but it doesn't affect my breathing

Turns out it's too late for me to get out of this secret love for you

You don't have to understand, I really won't love you

I don't want you to be down because of me,

The city that has you in it is even beautiful when it rains.

From the sun after dawn to the moonlight in the middle of the night

Don't think about it (don't think about it), I won't love you

Don't think about it (don't think about it), I won't love you

~mungkin bukan dia 1~

Ayla Maisarah merenung jam tangan hasil pemberian Uwais yang diletakkan di atas meja belajar. Patutkah dia menerima pemberian itu atau perlukah dia memulangkan kembali jam tangan ini?

Kotak baldu itu ditutup dan dimasukkan semula kedalam beg kertas dengan cermat. Dia telah membuat keputusan untuk memulangkan pemberian dari Uwais ini dengan apa cara sekalipun. Uwais bukan siapa-siapa di hatinya. Dia tidak mahu dengan penerimaan hadiah ini membawa maksud harapan kepada lelaki itu. Mengapa dia tidak mahu wujudnya harapan bagi lelaki bernama Uwais itu? Uwais seorang lelaki yang baik dari segi rupa ditambahkan pula dengan bonus lain seperti berbudi bahasa, berkerjaya, latar belakang keluarga yang baik, penyabar dan yang paling utama, menyintainya dengan penuh keikhlasan dan kesungguhan. Namun, di sudut hati gadis kecil bernama Ayla ini telah pun dihadiri oleh insan lain.

"Apa?!!!" Amirul terkejut mendengar keputusan Ayla untuk memulangkan hadiah pemberian Uwais itu. "Tolongla Ayla pulangkan pada Uwais ya, Mirul...please~" Ayla sedaya upaya cuba untuk memujuk Amirul untuk membantunya memulangkan jam tangan itu kepada Uwais. Dia tiada keberanian untuk bersemuka dengan Uwais. "Kau tahu tak Uwais tu bff ak? Takkan aku nak cakap dengan dia, 'Uwais,nah amik balik hadiah kau nih....adik aku pulangkan & ni tanda dia reject kau mentah2..'??? Aku tak sampai hati la...Dia ikhlas...Bukannya dia paksa kau terima dia kan? Just hadiah bithday jer...terima jer la" pujuk Amirul pula. "Tapi..." Ayla cuba untuk membantah namun semuanya sia-sia kerana Amirul sudah pun keluar meninggalkannya seorang diri di dalam bilik.

Amirul melihat sekeping gambar yang tertampal pada dinding di biliknya. Gambar 3 orang budak lelaki dan 2 orang budak perempuan berada di tepi tasik dengan senyuman lebar terukir di bibir masing-masing sambil tangan menunjukkan ke arah hamper besar yang berada di tengah-tengah. Gambar itu menyimpan sejuta kenangan. Adakah Ayla masih tidak dapat melupakan insan itu? Adakah Uwais sememangnya tidak akan langsung mempunyai harapan untuk mendiami hati Ayla? Adakah insan yang telah bertapak di hati Ayla itu masih mempunyai Ayla di hatinya? Secara jujurnya dia mahu Ayla belajar membuka pintu hatinya untuk insan lain dan bukan hanya membuta tuli setia menunggu sesuatu yang tidak pasti. Namun, hati dan perasaan manusia bukannya boleh dikawal sesuka hati, bukannya mempunyai remote control untuk memandu arah.

I'm n0t ok

안 괜찮아 아닌 척 날 속여도
an gwaenchanha anin cheog nal sogyeodo
aku tak tenang walau aku berpura menipu

안 괜찮아 좋은 척 웃고 떠들어도
an gwaenchanha joheun cheog utgo tteodeureodo
aku tak tenang walau dengan hebatnya aku berpura ketawa terbahak

내 가슴에 거짓말도 못해
nae gaseume geojitmaldo mothae
hatiku tak berdaya menipu

자꾸 더 아파오잖아
jakku deo apaojanha
aku terus terluka

안 괜찮아 난 사실 안 괜찮아
an gwaenchanha nan sashil an gwaenchanha
aku tak tenang sebenarnya aku tak tenang

니가 없이 어떻게 내가 괜찮니
niga eobshi eotteohge naega gwaenchanhni
tanpa kamu bagaimana bisa aku tenang

눈을 떠서 눈 감을때까지
nuneul tteoseo nun gameulttaekkaji
dari terbuka mata sampailah mata terpejam

꿈속까지 슬픈데
kkumsogkkaji seulpeunde
hingga dalam mimpi pun bersedih

약해서 미안해 못나서 미안해
yaghaeseo mianhae motnaseo mianhae
maafkan atas kelemahanku, maafkan atas kekuranganku

이런 남자라 니가 날 떠난건가봐
ireon namjara niga nal tteonangeongabwa t0=> ireon yeojara niga nal tteonangeongabwa
pastinya kau tinggalkanku kerana aku lelaki yang sedemikian pastinya kau tinggalkanku kerana aku perempuan yang sedemikian

잊으려 할수록 잊겠단 그 마음부터
ijeuryeo halsurog ijgetdan geu maeumbuteo
aku semakin cuba lupakan perasaan di kali pertama

더 먼저 잊어버려 미안해
deo meonjeo ijeobeoryeo mianhae
maafkan aku kerana lebih dulu melupakan

언젠가 괜찮아진다 해도
eonjenga gwaenchanhajinda haedo
walaupun aku akan tenang di suatu waktu

시간 가면 행복해진다고 해도
shigan gamyeon haengboghaejindago haedo
walaupun aku akan bahagia seiring waktu berlalu

그게 무슨 소용이 있겠니
geuge museun soyongi itgetni
namun apalah gunanya itu semua

내가 지금 아픈데
naega jigeum apeunde
kini aku terluka

약해서 미안해 못나서 미안해
yaghaeseo mianhae motnaseo mianhae
maafkan atas kelemahanku, maafkan atas kekuranganku

이런 남자라 니가 날 떠난건가봐
ireon namjara niga nal tteonangeongabwa
pastinya kau tinggalkanku kerana aku lelaki yang sedemikian

잊으려 할수록 잊겠단 그 마음부터
ijeuryeo halsurog ijgetdan geu maeumbuteo
aku semakin cuba lupakan perasaan di kali pertama

더 먼저 잊어버려 미안해
deo meonjeo ijeobeoryeo mianhae
maafkan aku kerana lebih dulu melupakan

아무 일 없듯 괜찮은 듯
amu il eobtdeut gwaenchanheun deut
seolah-olah tiada apa berlaku dan aku tenang sahaja

살아가는게 더 미친 것 같아
saraganeunge deo michin geot gata
menjalani hidup rasanya lebih bagai nak gila

정말 미칠 것 같아
jeongmal michil geot gata
aku benar-benar rasa bagai nak gila

사랑해 미안해 그래도 사랑해
saranghae mianhae geuraedo saranghae
maafkan aku kerana cintakanmu aku tetap cintakanmu

너란 여자라 나는 떠날 수 없나봐
neoran yeojara naneun tteonal su eobtnabwa to=> neoran namjara naneun tteonal su eobtnabwa
pastinya kaulah gadis yang tak bisa kutinggalkan pastinya kaulah lelaki yang tak bisa kutinggalkan

시간을 돌려도 다시 날 떠난다해도
shiganeul dollyeodo dashi nal tteonandahaedo
walau masa diundur dan kau kembali tinggalkanku

너 하나만 사랑했을 나니까
neo hanaman saranghaesseul nanikka
kerana hanya kaulah seorang yang kucinta

후회는 없어
huhweneun eobseo
tiada penyesalan bagiku

====lirik lagu i'm n0t ok m to m....T-T====

yg highlightd adlh ap yg ak nk ubh ms karaoke s0rg2....

http://www.facebook.com/topic.php?uid=202509006430368&topic=632

isi 1

assalamualaikum,hello & annyoung hasseyo~!

(^-^)v

eceh3

ceria2 knk2 ria arinih

dear me,

knp awk ceria ari inih?

well,well,well

sbb:

1) dpt sms prihatin dari dia

(ehem~! dia? my 0ne-sided-l0ve T^T)

2) esk bday my l0vely Aqil

(he is my lil prince; n0t my s0n l0rrr neither my nephew...ahakss~ dugeuji? s0meone else's s0n yg i tlg jagakn...i kan aunty taska...ngeee~)

3) lauk sdap!

(okeh,ini cm ngada2 sket..hahaha....sbnrnye sbb takyh msk...=P)

4) dpt pnjam n0vel kak ieta

(hahaha...da lm i tak bc n0vel,k...lalala~)

5) dia da p0s sumtg for me!

(dugeun,dugeun! gmuruh jiwa,smgt mbara!!! ahahaha! wlupn hnya akn dpt skeping kad p0wn ak redha...nk bls ap eh? hurm3~ @-@)

6) weeknd ni da btekad nk g subang...ngahahaha

okeh,tu lah dia....

lolzzzz

opss,uma bsepah mcm rksasa br lps gaduh ngan ultraman...ch0w dl..lalala~

M To M - I´m Not Ok, english subs

HD M to M Goodbye really goodbye Eng subs + Romanization + Hangul

Pendahuluan

assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera & annyoung hasseyo!

\(^-^)/

welc0me to my blog~!

this is da 2nd time i have a blog

my previous blog already successfully been deleted

ho3

sebenarnya, ter delete

hahaha

maklumla,orang yang tak brapa pndai dan mahir dlm teknologi ICT ini tak tahu mcmmn nk revivekn smula blog yg telah d delete

=P

OKEH,OKEH,OKEH

this blog akan ad byk cerita ttg aku, yg merangkumi kegilaan aku, luahan perasaan aku, kegembiraan aku

main point?

AKU!

(bl0g syok sendiri la katakn...hahaha)

aku amat minat menulis cerpen walaupun hasil tulisan ak memang ntah pape la

maka,ad gk kot nnt ak muatkan hasil karya ak yg sy0k sndrik kat sinih

ho3

ak gak minat ngan lagu2 yg slow m0tion especially lagu2 k0rea

maka,maybe akn ad byk vide0 dr y0utube la yg akn dletakkn d-c-ni

by da way,blog ku akn mggunakan bhs cmpur2

dmana,cg BM & BI aku psti berasa marah

(==')

s0rry cg...sy da tbiasa la guna bhs r0jak nih

huhuhu

okeh,tu je pendahuluan kiter...ngeh2

daaaaa~